Dear Future Husband

Poem.

Dear future husband, I want you to know I think about you often and I wonder why I’m not by your side

Dear future husband I have had a strange life lots of guys weren’t worth my time still somehow I tried

Dear future husband I’ve had a lot of lonely nights

nights where I can’t sleep and nights where I think of you

Dear future husband sometimes I dream and sometimes I don’t but when I do I see myself being happy with you

Dear future husband I don’t know when I’ll meet you and I don’t know how, or where, and I don’t know if I already have but I look forward to being with you and I look forward to you making me laugh, making me cry with joy, making me happy and holding me in your arms when I’m sad

Dear future husband my eyes fill with tears because I feel like I know you and I have been wandering all these years

Dear future husband I have joy because I know there is hope and I know one day you will be by my side

Dear future husband I am waiting and I tend to be to myself at times but this semi introverted person is full of love, full of joy and full of patience and ready for you and all of that being with you will entail

Dear future husband someday I’ll meet you Prince Charming if you ever notice me

Dear Prince charming your princess is in there she’s a princess in your eyes

I feel like you don’t recognize me because I am always in disguise

-Stephanie Lewis

2/12/2019

12:09 a.m.

Love Yourself…

When you love yourself, nothing can stand in your way… stay confident, stay humble, stay hungry. Stay hungry?? Yes. When you stay hungry no one can stop you from reaching your goals. You are your worst critique, look at yourself and see possibilities. Why?? When you see your possibilities you don’t see your imperfections. Love yourself. Stay confident. Stay humble. Stay hungry. Inner peace, outer happiness. Yaheardmeh… 😄Faith will get you through your battles. It’s not a bad day, it’s a beautiful day. A beautiful day for change, to look at yourself with a new perspective, the way God sees you… get your smile on. He loves you!! Jesus has the path laid out… follow him. Have Joy!!

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Blaming It On Love…

October 17 through October 30, 2012…

Love didn’t spark the fire…
Hope ignited the flame…
Dreams kept us believing.
Reaching out to each other, trying to reel something in…
Something bold, something real, something we can hold on to.
If love is strong, then we are stuck like glue.
What is stopping us from telling each other the truth??

I saw it in your eyes the first day I met you…
I cannot forget that gaze…
A simple connection without trying to put things together.
Love is simple, and smooth like butter…
You can try and push it, but you will crumble…
Love didn’t spark the fire, hope ignited the flame…
Love kept the fire burning, we both wanted the same.
The same intentions, pieces of the puzzle for the same dream…
A wise young man, and woman wanting the same things.

Nobody knows, nobody knows what we had, and we will live to tell the tale.
We may not know what will happen next.
But, we walk these different paths…
Thinking, planning, and hoping to end up on the same path…

This is life and we hold our future in our hands…
We follow the road with dreams outlined along our paths.

We follow the road, a road to happiness.
A road, hopefully to each other.

We live to break apart.
We hunger for love from the start.
We stand strong.
We fight bold, and bravely.
We defend our rights…
We fall down, but then we get up and fight…
We defend.
We listen to the rules, we bend and break them, finding loop holes.
Knocking on doors, slamming them against sensitive walls.
We want money and happiness.
We want peace. (An infectious disease)
We push buttons, and slam slander at those that get in our way.
What are we fighting for??
What war, are we winning if we are fighting a war against each other??
If we are fighting, then where are we getting??

Love didn’t spark the fire, hope ignited the flame.
Love didn’t spark the fire, hope ignited the flame.

If hope is all we have, isn’t that enough??
Isn’t that enough??

All the same…
The same blocks to build an admirable love…
A love that we hold on to.

Yeah, we carry it wherever we go…

Wherever we go, we share this; it is not hard to comprehend… we hold it in our hands, we understand…

We understand.

Love didn’t spark the fire…
Hope ignited the flame…
Dreams kept us believing.
Reaching out to each other, trying to reel something in…
Something bold, something real, something we can hold on to.
If love is strong, then we are stuck like glue.
What is stopping us from telling each other the truth??

What (is) Worth, What (are) Needs????

Money cannot truly make a person, it cannot buy you everything, because you run out from wants, what about what you need?? What is a dime if you don’t save the pennies?? What is a quarter if you don’t save the nickels?? At the end of the day, money, what is money?? What is worth?? What is a need, when we want so much?? What is real, what is truth?? What can we depend on that will always give us the things that we need, not what we want?? Do think about doing, what change can be done??

Stephsaidthis…